Dec 9, 2011
Failure !
I think I dare not to be confident anymore when I continue to be failed again even I knew about it very clearly. Sure I know I cant be accepted but I also have the confused feeling and my mood is also not good even I am trying. Still, I am easily changeable so there is no special thing. This time is like this, that time is like that and I also cant control my brain. What to be to be but sometimes I want to dream a bit. But in vain when it is useless. I start to be annoyed when I not yet discover new thing to play. I discover many things daily and now nearly get stuck. I feel it difficult for me to stop and stand still, at least I have to do one thing - I have just turn off the air-conditioning when I feel it unnecessary today. But fucking it! why the security man didnt hear me, why he dared to turn on. He should have stayed outside to keep the bike because all of the security man have to do that. I cant stand him, I am tired of this kind of man but what I have to do now. :( why I am too stupid like this, Ok I turn off again and he will continue to open?!?, :(...) I am abnormal here and dont belongs to this world, maybe! OMG, why I am so disgusting like this, why it is cold like this?! YaaaaaaaaaaaaaaYaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... Damn it! Damnnnnnnnnnn