I begin to feel annoyed when there r some too talkative person here. At first I also joined them but now I feel bored and this is really annoying and wasting of time. I dont know if they can understand this but for sure I understand I never want to bother others. I only hope they can limit chatting and talking about nonsense thing so that everyone can focus on the own business. If beside u, there r some one often mumble or talk nonsense thing, and u cant concentrate on anything, Oh man that is really bad and unpleasant. But in this life it so hard for many people to understand this basic knowledge, they unexpectedly bother others without any perception about that.
I accept my mistake when I also used to feel excited to join this stuff but now I realize I did crazy stuff. It's all an action and everything seem to fake. Maybe I am too hard tempered but in my heart, I beg of some one beside me, I beg of all, can less be talkative and focus on business.
One day later, I think I will have to leave and I will have to try to be familiar with not afraid of this thought. My friend think that I am stressed or have something not Ok because they see I am often quiet and silent. I dont comment or explain because they can think what they like, I know clearly who I am and what i am doing, even it is not right at all.
Happily and luckily, my coworker ask me to return to her hometown for weekend. I am trying to find some place and hihi, I have some place to go. I promise to take many photos and post to u when I come back. BB
"Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion."
