I just chatted with one friend in architect field. He has been sad and miserable recently and today I understand a bit why he has been like that. If he hadnt told me about his major, I wouldnt have known clearly his sadness and my wonder as well. My expense of University time didnt cost my parents as much as him, therefore I see why his salary now is so higher than me. More over he has explained me what I should be calm down and look at my present. I told him something about my personality and maybe he a bit disappointed of me. That is the truth and I only told him the truth about my thought and my characteristic.
Still, now if i am pessimistic, I am the shameless person and have guilty in front of my passed away friend. She had gone far and didnt have chance to work like me. Why I am so self fish and pessimistic like this.
I dont know but i think I am doing some wrong thing which i dont know where to stop. I only think I am doing thing I like and I promise I will always try, always try... But try what?! I have no idea.. no plan ... no schedule! Ouch.Ouch.Ouch! Fighting!
"Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion."
