1 year passed, I did not get anything from money to love. Everything is always nice at first time and get worse bit by bit. Covid made everything so terrible. I am still alive, that is lucky. My diamond also met a dificult time, and now he also change a lot. I dare not believe in a bright future and also dare not to think of anything good more.
I even dont know what to do is the best now. Every my choice, I also feel all is wrong.
My trust is over! I feel too tired of everything! I just want to escape now, go to a place where no one know who I am and what I do ! That is enough for me now!
Still, No feeling is final !
