When will cont to leave ...?????!!!!!... Trick goes bankrupt! Haha

Some of my friends here had leaved bit by bit and I dont know when is me. Today my mood is not so good as I am very ashamed of myself when I try to take advantage of power but not recieve permit from hard security. Last time my security was very easy going and I can do my trick but this time - it goes bankrupt - Oh my bad! Fucking crazy! I officially say goodbye with "power's trick" from today - Bullshit, of course it is understandable since some one doesnt want you to have benefit without costing or loosing anything, Aha, yes, that is it!!!!!!!!!!!