Duty

I feel bored with her, tired of her and sick at her. Even I used to admire and like her but now everything is over. I dont want to say anything but one thing that I dont have any feeling now. Maybe I have a part of mistake but I am sad to say that I dont want to accept that. Even I have to suffer I also dont want to accept it - even I can do it I also dont like since I feel burdened. I am sorry to Mr Land, sorry a lot but I dont have any bad thought in this stuff. Just I dont like what she had said and feel bored with her remind. Whenever thinking of that duty I am bored, wishing she will do it by herself and let me slide. Wishing like this, hey ya, fucking boring !!! Now she can blame me whenever she likes and shouts very seriously but ... I just know listening without any feeling, even it is right or wrong - I also dont care, dont want to care more...!!!!!!!!!!!!