Yesterday, I met a lady who is my family's friend. When I was a child I respected her and often thought that she was really wonderful. I use this wonderful word to mean that I didnt have any bad thought of her. But yesterday I started to understand one thing that she was not great as I used to think, I now dont have any feeling for her as my childhood, because she said my unlike thing and she showed unlike attitude. :( :( -0- My parents is different, they listened to their friend seriously and often think their friend are always right and I have to follow what they said. Nonsense and ridiculous, I feel that! Although I dont want to be a bad child in front of their face, I cant agree with their thought. I know they are old and have much experience than my generation, still, I also dont agree with some idea and their viewpoints. Maybe now I begin to be harder temper and often annoyed with many people but I think I am not yet outrageous so much. At least I dont ask them anything, I dont ask them have to do this thing that thing, I dont blame, comment, complain or shout anything. Why they have to ask me too much and show the disgusting attitude with me?! Maybe my personality is like that, hating curious person, asked and talked unnecessary thing too much person, why I hate like that!!!, whenever my parent refer to my life, I also feel not funny and only want to escape from house. I expect what I also have no idea, I dont want to think, plan as well as dont want to predict. I only feel happy with what I am following while no one pay attention to and ask, though it is still far in the future, but I still orient to it:)
I think that anyone who has blog or diary also is the thoughtful one. I now finish writing diary but keep this blog since I want to have something to read at my old age (dont know if I can live until that time ^^) or at least also have something to do. Not too important if one day I go to far unexpectedly and cant post blog - very normal because no one care of this thing except myself. ^$^
But I am happy with some blogs and sites which help me lots of thing and show me many interesting thing in life. I am excited at those blogs! I want to say thank you to all blogs and sites which I am following. Tks a lot a lot a lot alot...^kiss^
Maybe I am wandering much much. Return to main business right now ! Ok, tks and bb:)
"Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion."
