Mom always wants me to work for the place where I hardly want to come. Why Mom is like that? I know she only wants me to be good and want me to have a shining future later. But to me, it look like going to hell and I have the feeling of another person if I come there. I dont want to live by another person life. I dont see why I hate that place even though it is not guilty. People make it be worse and I am now having the bad emotion for it. It seems that I dont belong to these place and I also cant go into there. So why i have to force myself to go there, why I cant choose my life, my way?!. Why my friend's Mom doesnt force her, why my Mom does this to me?! I neednt that!
Okay, Let have a motto now : I can lead a hard life, can suffer the miserable thing with a poor life but I definitely wont do what I dont want. U can shout at me seriously, I will listen to, I will lie to feel happy but I wont do what I dont want. Let me live my life and go with my way! pls pls pls...Sometime Mom really makes me bored and tired. I want to leave here but maybe it is not yet the time. Maybe later...
Bad daughter!
"Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion."
