Lastly, I also guess right when I received the arrangement from the head office for the trip's hotel in 8 days. And only 2 persons in 1 room, boring, so boring, I prefer crowd. Who stay with me, I dont care much though I also not feel comfortable but no problem, I can suffer. I dont have any feeling for her anymore and I also dont mind much now what she wants to do, blame, argue or complain any fucking thing. I want to be a speechless and inconsiderate colleague in front of her even I expect what she did before for me. But now, it all over. Anyhow, i feel that I like most to stay with : one is crowd, 2 is alone, and 3 of course...(temporarily, let it slide). Therefore I should be alone better. Unfortunately, I am not allowed to choose that. The best I should think this matter doesnt matter.
From yesterday I have not been so funny or relaxed, I worry about my career and how to have money more than now. I cant be like that for ages and the matter is how to find a better job at present while I totally dare not to go to SG. Beside that, when think of the big Boss, I am not excited for the trip! I will be not natural, so boring - I only know Hoping what I think now is wrong later.
I like the atm here now when everyone keep silent but I dont like much the air-conditioning. I prefer it to be closed for many sake. But I cant choose, this is not my own company and I cant decide.
I really am facing up to the quiet inside my soul, but I feel like that, why people have to comment on it?! I dont take effect on others, so dont touch me and dont pose the nose into my business!
But how can be better if dont open the relationship and go far now?????????huhuhu
Get Stucked, ok! I temporarily stop to write here until I cant stand not writing. See later!
Well, I like to be alone like a tree! Well, but I prefer to pick fruit and vegetable in the garden and enjoy eating them. I wish I could pick the strawberry one time in the garden, they look so beautiful and delicious! Well, I wish many other things...!!!^o^ Best wishes to everyone!
"Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion."
